
I'm a nerd and I enjoy solitude.I'm an art enthusiast.A bookworm. Fascinated singer,writer and poet.I rant rant rant rant.I pour my heart out as I write my daydreams and nightmares.I'm one of those perfectionist who ends up making things a disaster. I sleep during class, I whine when I get homework, I daydream during a lecture. Basically I'm just your average procrastinator.You'll get my guts.
I feel like I’m drifting in and out of my stories.Like I get lost in my mind. I can see what’s happening to my characters, what’s going on around them, how they look like.I like that feeling, you can shut off from everything else.But of course, other people don’t.They get the feeling that I’m not paying attention or worse, ignoring them.I’m not ignoring, just spacing out. And traveling to another world. Letting go gives me so much air.I feel like I can get blown away by the wind!
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You’ve hurt every inch of my body and every inch of my soul. I have nothing left to lose. You guys should have let me die when I had gastritis. Because there’s nothing worst more than living through this hell. For everyday of my life, I’m scarred. You scarred me ever since you left. From that time on, you may never say it, but you made me feel unwanted and how I am never enough as a daughter to you. And ever since I felt truly shitty with myself. I started caring less about anybody. I’m sorry for being a loser running around your perfect universe. I’m sorry for ruining every bit of your chance from having a happy life. Sorry for popping out of this world as your daughter. I’m sorry for being the biggest mistake of your life.
Body Language / Jesse McCartney Ft. T-Pain
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Leave everything behind. On your way to your destination, hop off the bus sooner than expected. Run to what attracts your eyes and thoughts. Whatever triggers the shivers on the back of your neck and whatever comes along with the feeling of adrenaline. Don’t stop to look back, because you might not like what you see. What you see might change your mind and that can’t happen right now. Don’t justify anything in your head, leave it all in cut-off sentences that still have yet to be given meaning. Don’t stop moving along and swiftly with the coldness breathing into your lungs. Let your breathing become your heart beat. Don’t wait on the beat of your heart because you might be waiting forever.